I have got no clue what has happend! It's only been like 2 weeks or so and now suddenly my skin is blasted with red dots galore!! O__O....
I kept thinking it might be the Mario Badescu. Im not sure....I remember my birthday party being a baking party, so maybe all that super duper major sugar has finally soaked into every cell in my body and has irritated it or something. I know for sure if i eat too many sweets that I typically get a canker sore in my mouth, but perhaps this time instead of getting a canker sore, I feel that it might have migrated to my face instead :(
I HAVE been eating a lot of sweets lately though...like, SO much more than usual to the point where my belly has gotten bigger >.>;;;;....that makes me worried. So maybe MB isn't fully the culprit of my bad skin. Maybe its the sweets.
hm....I guess I should uptake the fruits and guzzle down the water!! I did eat tons of strawberries lately so hopefully that can kick in and help me. ........arg...it doesn't help that this friday is July 4th and since im hanging out with my friends, im sure there's gonna be some unhealthy eating somewhere around the clock >_< school=" dots">_<. I'm gonna try to keep things more clean so you don't have to walk through the day with dirt slapping you 24/7. Please show me what else can I do to make you happy and stay clear ;.; . I want you to be cheery, happy, and very clear and glow. Once again, my dear skin, i am sorry and I'll try to keep things better! *sigh*........i seriously hope my face gets better. I went through too many medications, both topical creams and pills, for my skin to go bad again. I can't go any further than what i've done already. Im getting so tired of using so many products for my face and having to keep track of the timing for drinking my pill too. I'm just so tired in general.....>_<
EDIT: since blogspot accidentally deleted a chunk here, I'll just repost what I wrote:
So here's a list of what I've been doing wrong to my health and skin
-not drinking enough water
-not lotioning myself enough
-not getting enough sleep
-my room is neverrr clean
-I haven't vacuumed my room in MONTHS until recently
-too much stress
-eating WAYY too much fast food lately
-eating too much sweets!
-not enough veggies
-not enough fruit
-too much junk food (cheezits, chips, etc)
I keep telling my mom that its okay, we can eat at home for lunch, but she keeps on insisting me to eat fast food since i'll "be eating fast food everyday anyway for college" -_____-.....
and what's worse, is that my summerschool canceled my Finite math class, cuz I'm assuming that not enough people signed up for the class. So they told me to go to their other location to take this class. And this "other location" is like freakin HEAVYYY traffic 24/7, and my class starts at 8am. That means I'll probably have to leave my house by 7am!!! aaaaa!! this area is major construction zone too so not only will that slow down traffic even more, but it may potentially damage our car with all the dust, debris, and nails on the floor and air, and with all the detour, we may potentially get lost every day cuz they seem to change detour routes every other day -_____-...... having to wake up around 6am for 5 weeks during summer vacation will be such a huge stress to my face, and for sleep in general. I need my sleep and i was counting on being able to sleep more, but with this ridiculous schedule, my face will remain mad at me!! ;.;.....
okay i guess that's enough ranting. Thank you to whoever read through it all :)
apparently blogspot had a hiccup and deleted like a huge chunk of this post...i guess i'll wake up tomorrow and fix it to make it what I had originally....well, almost, since i dun remember every single word i wrote.
damn you blogspot for losing a huge chunk of my post *shakes fist*