Tuesday, July 27, 2010

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry I haven't posted anything.


I still have the bliv cellnique review to post but I have no strength left in me to do anything right now.


I'm in the worst pain I have ever felt in my life. I have never experienced such pain.

Imagine that you cut slits all over your body, and then soak yourself in a tub full of alcohol.

And that pain you'd feel there is only half of what I'm feeling right now.

My mind is blurry. My heart aches. My head hurts. I'm hyperventilating and crying as I type this out.

I really don't know if I'll ever be okay again. I push through each day hoping it'll get better. I do whatever I can to survive in hopes I'll be okay again. But this pain is too unreal.


I want to just be sedated and sleep until I can wake up from this nightmare

10 comments:

Askmewhats said...

oh no *hugs* hope things will be better, don't apologize, we're here anytime you're ready and we're here to listen if you needed someone to talk to

' * : . b | u 3 . : * ' said...

Aww *hug* What happened? :(

Jen said...

Oh no honey! I hope you are doing okay. You are such a sweet dear. I'm sorry you are going through such a painful situation. Know that whatever is wrong, with time passing it will hurt less. If you ever need someone to talk or vent to, don't be afraid to message or e-mail me. <3

IchigoBunnie said...

thank yall so much for the support. i appreciate it so much. its amazing how i met such sweet and caring people like yall online through this blogging world.

Nikki San said...

hugging you~~~ I'm so sorry to hear that you're in this situation. You don't deserve it dear. Just hang on there, remember *this too will pass* and things will clear up sooner or later..

Shop N' Chomp said...

Honey, what's wrong? *hugs* There is always a rainbow at the end of every thunderstorm. Don't ever forget that. I know that whatever you are experiencing will pass soon.

Do keep us updated.

Halifax said...

I'm so sorry to hear what you're going through. Hope you feel better soon

miemiemie said...

remember, when you feel down it will pass eventually..nothing stays as it is permanently..so if you're down now, one day you'll wake up and you'll feel better..when you've cried it all out dear..its alright to feel like that, we all go through stages in life..this is a temporary phase..just think that God wouldn't put you into something you cannot get through or conquer.. let it all out, its the best time to think..and also to realize your true worth. whatever it is you're going through right now, it will pass. i promise. i hope you feel better soon though.. *hugs*

ChyiX2 said...

Oh noes, what happened?
Son't say that, it's important that you feel better. That comes first.

I hope you're doing better by the time you read this.

Natalie Nguyen said...

Hmm you have a good point. I wonder if it would the skin more sensitive. So far I haven't experienced the like, but it is something that should def be taken into consideration.

Oh my.. I read your post I really hope you're feeling better. Just remember the sun will shine through the clouds again =)

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