I for some reason don't really have a lot of female friends. I don't know what it is about me that makes them go away. The guys seem to not have a problem with me though, but based upon what my guyfriend said, he said most guys are chill and don't care too much about the bad things and focus moreso on the good of the person.
I know I'm a debbie downer and a complainer, but that can't possibly be the reason why females reject me. I had a friend from school who would constantly complain 24/7 about everything from something serious to something petty and yet our friends would accept her and cherish her as a friend and help her out. But the moment *I* open MY mouth, they reject me and tell me I'm overreacting and they give me the cold shoulder. What gives?
Maybe I'm just not fun enough. I mean I honestly do just sit there and listen to other people, staying shy and quiet, rather than loud and fun. But that's just how I am. Plus I have anxiety so that doesn't help me in social settings, and that's something people can't understand unless they clinically have that disorder. I've told my school female friends my disorder before and they tell me it's just me overreacting and me worrying too much about nothing. They just don't get it. They just don't understand that being clinically anxious is totally different from "worrying too much". Whereas when I told my guyfriends, they took my disorder seriously and cared about my wellbeing like a real friend would.
I don't know what I'm doing wrong for females to stay away from me and reject me. I won't ever understand. And it's even harder right now for me to make friends because I don't have a real job nor do I go to school in order to be able to socialize.
And once I move out into a new city hopefully next year, I'm pretty sure I really won't have any friends left which will suck.
Alright enough ranting.
See yall later
Sunday, January 20, 2013
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